Message In a Bottle
Happy Birthday Mom. Im sorry I didnt bring you flowers this time, but lack of fundage makes it more difficult. I suppose I could of beat down that old couple for their yellow roses, but it was nice enough of them to give me one when They asked me what day it was. I hope you enjoy it none the less, and enjoy even more that today is a beautiful day and that my thoughts will be with you.
Im not going to waste time here complaining about life, because there isnt anything worth complaning about that I havnt done in abundance over the last few months. Instead just know that Im alive, living comfortably with one of my best friends, and for the first time in a while Im actually happy with myself. Lets hope it stays that way. If you have the power mom, please keep the sun shining over Staceys wedding, which kristi is a brides maid of. Also watch over the group of friends that will be gathering with me tonight. Each of them are special to me in many ways, and as I did not have many friends in highschool, I value each of their friendships greatly.
Also, Keep a watch on dad for me. I havnt seen him in a while I know, and its not because im angry with him, Work kept me at bay and he just doesnt offer me reason enough. I long to walk into that house and feel at home again. I just wish he and I could of been closer while you were alive, so that way we could of been even closer after your death.
For now im going to go drown myself in Upholstery waiting for people to want to join me there. Again. . . Happy birthday mom. I miss you
-Buddy
Im not going to waste time here complaining about life, because there isnt anything worth complaning about that I havnt done in abundance over the last few months. Instead just know that Im alive, living comfortably with one of my best friends, and for the first time in a while Im actually happy with myself. Lets hope it stays that way. If you have the power mom, please keep the sun shining over Staceys wedding, which kristi is a brides maid of. Also watch over the group of friends that will be gathering with me tonight. Each of them are special to me in many ways, and as I did not have many friends in highschool, I value each of their friendships greatly.
Also, Keep a watch on dad for me. I havnt seen him in a while I know, and its not because im angry with him, Work kept me at bay and he just doesnt offer me reason enough. I long to walk into that house and feel at home again. I just wish he and I could of been closer while you were alive, so that way we could of been even closer after your death.
For now im going to go drown myself in Upholstery waiting for people to want to join me there. Again. . . Happy birthday mom. I miss you
-Buddy