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Tried playing some Ranbow six 3 tonight. got my ass handed to me. for like 2 hours. tried playing some halo 2 after that, and i got raped. not a good gamming night for me.
i remembered when i used to be good.
Was supposed to see Phantom tonight with kristi, but due to the weather, thats getting pushed back to monday night. hopefully she will feel better then ((as she has been sick)). trying to avoid getting sick again this year lol.
it seems everyone hates me now for one reason or another. im sorry. there isnt more i can say. hate me if you want, im tired of defending myself. just, tired.
im looking forward to monday since this will be the first time kristi and i have done anything together in a while. i miss spending time with her. ive been avoiding spending time with her lately because i know she doesnt care for me much right now either. it sucks alot. i still love her alot. i still care for her ((no matter what people may think)) and i still enjoy her hugs. im also looking forward to tomarrow night since it will be the first time i played SR in a long time too, though im sure its going to suck lol im GMing and im not great at it. i just hope i get all the loose ends tied up in time
im also calling off work tomarrow. work will really really suck if i go. plus my truck is burried. and doesnt handle well in the ice and snow. spending the morning working on the campaign until i get to watch the mighty mighty eagles. hopefully tomarrow, will be a good day.
hopefully.
until then im going to go lay in my room. play some Super Mario 64 DS and try not to suck at it. also the money thing is slowly being resolved. i think a balance is occuring now. as soona s andrew gets his job, things will be even better.
soon its time for bed. if i can sleep. havnt been sleeping to well lately. i think i need a new mattress.
-Golem
i remembered when i used to be good.
Was supposed to see Phantom tonight with kristi, but due to the weather, thats getting pushed back to monday night. hopefully she will feel better then ((as she has been sick)). trying to avoid getting sick again this year lol.
it seems everyone hates me now for one reason or another. im sorry. there isnt more i can say. hate me if you want, im tired of defending myself. just, tired.
im looking forward to monday since this will be the first time kristi and i have done anything together in a while. i miss spending time with her. ive been avoiding spending time with her lately because i know she doesnt care for me much right now either. it sucks alot. i still love her alot. i still care for her ((no matter what people may think)) and i still enjoy her hugs. im also looking forward to tomarrow night since it will be the first time i played SR in a long time too, though im sure its going to suck lol im GMing and im not great at it. i just hope i get all the loose ends tied up in time
im also calling off work tomarrow. work will really really suck if i go. plus my truck is burried. and doesnt handle well in the ice and snow. spending the morning working on the campaign until i get to watch the mighty mighty eagles. hopefully tomarrow, will be a good day.
hopefully.
until then im going to go lay in my room. play some Super Mario 64 DS and try not to suck at it. also the money thing is slowly being resolved. i think a balance is occuring now. as soona s andrew gets his job, things will be even better.
soon its time for bed. if i can sleep. havnt been sleeping to well lately. i think i need a new mattress.
-Golem