they paved paradise and put up a parking lot

Feb 05, 2005 03:20

(doug provoked thoughts)
Youth really is wasted on the young. We have so very little time to be young and beautiful and stupid and make mistakes. ITs thoughts like these that motivate me to learn and explore. But what happens to them over time? I know ive come face to face with my fragility before and it spurs me for a week or so. What happens to the energy that makes you do things just to do them?

The world we live in is so uncertain, yet we've been lulled into a sense of comfort and ignorance. The world is blinding us and we only see enough to make us not yearn to see any more. It makes me sad that in a couple of days if not hours i will forget my passion and go along in my comfortable gray little world.

I HAVE ALL THIS TIME SOMETIMES!! how can one possibly summon the strength to make every second of their life count? Where do i start? is college the best place to learn all i possibly can? its all so confusing and i want to learn and do so many things that its impossible to start.

Sometimes it seems like getting drunk is the only way i can take my mind off thoughts. When im drunk i feel normal, i dont think about things that ought not be thought about. Its true that knowledge is power but with power comes responsibility and in the end it is much more easy to be stupid than it is to be smart.

love,
chris
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