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[theblessingjrn]

i've got a disease,
it's slowly killing me.
Why me Lord? Why this life?

you know the tears that will be shed,
the people i've touched.
why must my days be tallied now?

Lord i can't leave her with one last kiss.
when i look into her eyes i see a future,
why can't I be that future?

was I strong Lord, was I strong.
though all else was weak.
for you...did this heart still beat?

when you took me into your arms
that crisp October day did i run
or did i fall to my knees.

fear not friends, i no longer pain.
fear not family, God has been faithful.

for you my dear, i left before we could be.
but what we were, was beautiful.
we were a rose on that first day it blooms.
...and this rose will never fade.

-for charlie.