take my hand take my life..
wow.
who knew offseason could be so hard. coach fowler has upped my weights by like 20lbs. im dieing. holy cow. its so hard..i could like barely walk today..atleast im adding like 3% muscle these next few weeks.. :) its just killin me. i jumped a 57 in 30 seconds with the 10lb ropes and about died..and evidently he didnt see it that way...so he'll prolly move those up too..joy
life is going.
i have lost a couple friends here lately it feels like. i know i havent..but they just havent been around me much..idk..i dont see them until thye need me..its like they want me when they need help..or there isnt anyone else around.
paige is finally with us at school. it is great.
tomorrow is mine and blain's 1 year anniversary.. :) hehe..*blushes*
gosh..ok..i have a story..
today i was "counseling" a girl that i love dearly. and she was like," bethany, i guess the reason why i love the Depot and i love all the guys that are in the bands that play there are b/c i think of them like i think of blain. ever since i met blain he has loved me unconditionally...and i just hope that maybe i can find a drummer out there and he is atleast half the guy blain is. he just amazing bethany..you dont know how lucky you are."
it was so sweet. i wanted to cry. it really made me realize how special blain really is. ok..sorry
anyways..yeah. i am now tan. i dont know if its good or not..i look alot skinnier..which is good..but idk..im just not much on the whole "tan" thing. u know?
one for the road..
well i guess that's it. see you all at the Depot friday. love to all. byebye