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well i went to bed early for me at least last night. and i am wide awake at 7:30 in the morning its really nice i am a night person but i really do enjoy the morning too alot. lately i have been sitting home by myself and i have absolutely fallen in love with it i never thought i would enjoy being alone. Ive been thinking alot to while i have been alone all this time and ive realized alot of things like who my real friends are and wes is definately one of them i love wes hes the only person that comes by and see's me everyday and i get along with him very well he is a great person. Ive also realized that I dont really want to do drugs anymore i want something more important in my life that stands out about me such as a girlfriend,(a girl is what makes a man)music,(music whether u would like to admite it or not music makes a person what they are you can learn so many things about ppl just by hearing the music they listen to)family what can i say about family i love my family i live with my grandma and my parents are moving next door to me i mean right next door their backyard is right next to mine and im so excited to be able to do what i want and be this close to my family they may not know it but i love them with all of my heart and i always will i would die for anyone of my family members, friends, god i love my friends, friends arent about being popular or who you know friends are about loyalty and caring when u find those two charicteristics in a friend that is when u know they are ur friend even when they do fucked up things to you keep them close because those are the type of ppl that will be there till the end. Im so glad that i have matured to this stage and that i realize who and what i want in my life. I want to be a good person i want to live my life right i want to grow up. Ive matured past alot of my friends and it really bothers me that i dont have them anymore but i cant help it people change one of these ppl that i wish i was still friends with is michael dalton i miss the old michael so much i wouldnt say i looked up to him but he was always a good friend to me in ways but maybe he will get past this stage he is in and we can be friends again like we used to be. but yea ive jabbered enough i think im done.