so im basiclly really bumed
so i know i said id keep my lj alive...but i lied. sorry. i also said that things were okay and they are but im really really upset right now. i love this person to death but in no way is being remotely fair in this situation. so i saved up all but ONE of my checks since i have been working at lovely jamba juice a whole 6 moths ago and recently i have just payed 1000 dollars to take me my mother and a friend to las vegas. i know AMAZING right? ...guess not. when we get back im told by the friend i took to vegas that not only him but our mutual friends are completely annoyed by me. i say alright why? thats when im told that they are annoyed because i have money!?! ummm okay im sorry but i would NOT be trying to get on the bad side of a friend that just took me to las vegas in one of the nicest hotels in the world! its one thing to be mad about having to her about someone having money ALL the time and them not having any, but guess what, i have A JOB! if you want money so badly and are going to get so angry about it go get yourself a JOB because its not a problem of mine that you didnt get yourslef up and got a job like i did. get over it. so ANYWAYS i then try to mend tjhings by saying that we should hang out on sunday considering we had not hung out since our retutrn to davis. i call him and he says well im hanging out with another friend right now i was thinking we would hang out tonight. i had already made plans for sunday night i say and so i say well, i was hoping we could hang out today but your with someone else so what ev ill talk to you later. so later that night i text him and i get a bitchy ass response and somehow its MY fault that I had made plans for the night when HE had made lans for the day! like am i the ONLY one who sees how this is double sisded here why is it MY fault that BOTH of us have plans. i have been trying to please him to avoid fights because i am just SOOOOO annoying and somhow its STILL my fault. alll i have to say is i LOVE you ....but im done. :[