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oh my god I think that i'm on the 7th going through of dr. horrible today at the office.
i cant stop listening to the first song on the second part.
I also cant stop crying, well tearing. i suppose.
even feel like to want to tear at your flesh until it just rips off your body.
i'm feeling really bad because I am feeling bad that i didn't need the news of her death at this time.
and did i know her well? is my mourning and sadness allowed. why am i questioning. i can't believe she's gone. oh look tears. AND the song from dr horrible. yea me.
"and sometimes there's a third even deeper level and that one is the same at the top surface one"
'Huh?'
'Like with pie'
i cant stop listening to the first song on the second part.
I also cant stop crying, well tearing. i suppose.
even feel like to want to tear at your flesh until it just rips off your body.
i'm feeling really bad because I am feeling bad that i didn't need the news of her death at this time.
and did i know her well? is my mourning and sadness allowed. why am i questioning. i can't believe she's gone. oh look tears. AND the song from dr horrible. yea me.
"and sometimes there's a third even deeper level and that one is the same at the top surface one"
'Huh?'
'Like with pie'