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I have every right to be bitter about love...or "like". Don't try and go there with me, i don't shut anyone down "too easily"..AND SO WHAT if i don't TRUST them? WHY IN THE HELL WOULD I, they all SPEW LIES!?
I know what i deserve, i deserve kiwis on my register and jolly ranchers in my back pocket. Plain and simple.
i'm so sick of let downs and disapointments, i almost expect them now...or worse, i don't expect anything.
so here's my philosophy, Fuck Love. What is it anyway? honestly, what is love? because it's different for me, and you and the guy down the street.
until i find someone decent enough to bring me fucking kiwis and jolly ranchers and do/be the following...Fuck it.
i need someone to dance with, to run with, i need someone who is wild and crazy, i need someone to need me just as much as i need them. i need to get butterflies every time i think of them. i need truth and reality. i need feelings and emotions, i need heat, sweat and passion. someone who is not perfect by any measure, just perfect for me.
life is an awful, ugly place without a bestfriend. remember? i miss you alot.
I know what i deserve, i deserve kiwis on my register and jolly ranchers in my back pocket. Plain and simple.
i'm so sick of let downs and disapointments, i almost expect them now...or worse, i don't expect anything.
so here's my philosophy, Fuck Love. What is it anyway? honestly, what is love? because it's different for me, and you and the guy down the street.
until i find someone decent enough to bring me fucking kiwis and jolly ranchers and do/be the following...Fuck it.
i need someone to dance with, to run with, i need someone who is wild and crazy, i need someone to need me just as much as i need them. i need to get butterflies every time i think of them. i need truth and reality. i need feelings and emotions, i need heat, sweat and passion. someone who is not perfect by any measure, just perfect for me.
life is an awful, ugly place without a bestfriend. remember? i miss you alot.