the pain is going away.
seeing him face to face.
feeling his body laying beside mine, holding me tight while i sleep. comforting me while i cried..
i love him so much. i know i hurt him because i was hurting. we were both so angry and now... now, i can't be angry. just sad that i hurt him like i did.
i love christopher robin. love him so much that it hurts me to even think about him hurting. i realize now not only how much shit he was going through, but how much i personally put him through.
we still have a lot to work through a lot but i know this time, we understand more of where each other is coming from. we understand just how much the other was hurting. there was never any hate. just pain.
once that goes away, it will become true love again.
i'm going to miss him so much when i leave, minutes from now.
feeling his body laying beside mine, holding me tight while i sleep. comforting me while i cried..
i love him so much. i know i hurt him because i was hurting. we were both so angry and now... now, i can't be angry. just sad that i hurt him like i did.
i love christopher robin. love him so much that it hurts me to even think about him hurting. i realize now not only how much shit he was going through, but how much i personally put him through.
we still have a lot to work through a lot but i know this time, we understand more of where each other is coming from. we understand just how much the other was hurting. there was never any hate. just pain.
once that goes away, it will become true love again.
i'm going to miss him so much when i leave, minutes from now.