I hate August. Always a bad month for me. Always. If anything horrible in my life is going to happen, it’s going to happen in August. Anyway it’s finally September. The first day of the rest of my life until next August
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Dear Nick... I do not know what has gotten into you. This time last year, you were coming over here (to clemson) and playing halo with us at every chance you got. You were a great friend and you felt like family. Now you have become an arse to everyone who cared about you so much in the past. Is that what you do: make friends and then go all crazy on them after a while? Are you really that sick, you crazy fuck? I resent the fact the you called Thom and I snobs (or whatever you babbled on about...). Sure, our parents live in a nice house, but so do yours. In fact, you and I live in the same part of town. If you're judging us on the success of our parents, then fine, be a bitter fuck-turd. Honestly... my parents have 8 children and they have worked hard to allow us to live a comfortable life. but personally... I am not rich at all. I have a bit of cash left over from what i earned in the summer and that's all. As far as rich kids going to clemson and poor kids going to USC?? that's utter shite. Clemson is full of people who had to take out loans to stay there. And if you wanted to go to a better school than Tech, maybe you should learn to spe(ll)nd your money more wisely... like not blow it all on tatoos that will look disgusting and stretched out when you are old and fat. But back to the loans thing, those people who are madly in debt (oh yeah, and it isn't spellt "dept", i believe that would be the abbreviation for "department" or something, derf) value their education and know that this investment is a very wise one. bleh, wotever. I also resent how you've treated (and continue to treat) Heather. She is such a great, lively and fun person and doesn't deserve any of your shite. Sure, break-ups happen, but I've never seen such hate before. Personally, I have been through a lot with Thom. And you were so supportive to me when all of that shite was going on. What I want to say is that nobody really knows what the fuck has gotten into you and it's upsetting to lose a friend/boyfriend so harshly. I know that deep down, you are not such a jerk. I've seen the good-hearted Nick. Is it worth it to lose friends who care about you because you're miserable with your life? I don't know what kind of drug they have you on, but I do know that I will be there to talk whenever you are ready to explain to me what is going on. I valued your friendship a lot and I regret not knowing why the hell you became such an arse. Cheerio Emilie
Re: Ahoy therethebipolarbearSeptember 2 2004, 10:31:50 UTC
If you want me to explain myself to you, I have no problems with that. Call me, leave your number if I'm not around so I can call you back. I seem to have lost is, which is strange I don't usally lose peoples phone numbers. But somehow I did. Call me and I'll explain everything. I just dont have the motivation to write everything down.
I do not know what has gotten into you. This time last year, you were coming over here (to clemson) and playing halo with us at every chance you got. You were a great friend and you felt like family. Now you have become an arse to everyone who cared about you so much in the past. Is that what you do: make friends and then go all crazy on them after a while? Are you really that sick, you crazy fuck?
I resent the fact the you called Thom and I snobs (or whatever you babbled on about...). Sure, our parents live in a nice house, but so do yours. In fact, you and I live in the same part of town. If you're judging us on the success of our parents, then fine, be a bitter fuck-turd. Honestly... my parents have 8 children and they have worked hard to allow us to live a comfortable life. but personally... I am not rich at all. I have a bit of cash left over from what i earned in the summer and that's all.
As far as rich kids going to clemson and poor kids going to USC?? that's utter shite. Clemson is full of people who had to take out loans to stay there. And if you wanted to go to a better school than Tech, maybe you should learn to spe(ll)nd your money more wisely... like not blow it all on tatoos that will look disgusting and stretched out when you are old and fat. But back to the loans thing, those people who are madly in debt (oh yeah, and it isn't spellt "dept", i believe that would be the abbreviation for "department" or something, derf) value their education and know that this investment is a very wise one. bleh, wotever.
I also resent how you've treated (and continue to treat) Heather. She is such a great, lively and fun person and doesn't deserve any of your shite. Sure, break-ups happen, but I've never seen such hate before. Personally, I have been through a lot with Thom. And you were so supportive to me when all of that shite was going on. What I want to say is that nobody really knows what the fuck has gotten into you and it's upsetting to lose a friend/boyfriend so harshly. I know that deep down, you are not such a jerk. I've seen the good-hearted Nick. Is it worth it to lose friends who care about you because you're miserable with your life? I don't know what kind of drug they have you on, but I do know that I will be there to talk whenever you are ready to explain to me what is going on. I valued your friendship a lot and I regret not knowing why the hell you became such an arse.
Cheerio
Emilie
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