Feb 28, 2006 16:03
I'm going to Chicago tomorrow and I have a feeling that I won't want to ever come back. Things have been very stressful lately, due to some outside stuff, er people, er um person. Whatever. I'm crazy. Life's crazy. One minute you're about to adopt a dog that has itchy paws and the next you got the two cutest ferrets in the world living in your bathroom. Who knew?
There's this one song that's kind of lame, but it's been running through my head and I'm afraid it's going to consume me...it's that one Belle and Sebastian song that goes...
Ooh! Get me away from here I'm dying
Play me a song to set me free
Nobody writes them like they used to
So it may as well be me...
I know it's fucking lame, but maybe it's just the dreary rain and grey skies that's getting me down.
I'm taking two vacations this month--getting away from the things I need to get away from and being with someone that could change it all, or not at all? And of course, Jessica Seeley and company, but I don't want to speak of happy things in this sad-toned entry. I confuse good with bad a lot. I can't do that.
Sorry for the vagueness if you've read this far.
Do I love you, stranger? It's all or nothing. I don't know which one I want more.
Love,
Amy