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Summer is WAY too stressful. I'm so confused by my job and my dad's instructions about how to handle my job. I'm haunted by nightmares that I shouldn't be having and that only remind me of bad things that make me talk myself into a bad day and lots of doubt. I need a morning job so that I can get up early and do something and then take a nap. I don't want to go to work today at 3:20, I want to go to sleep. I feel like my head is going to explode. Not really but I wish it would so I could go to the hospital and relax and not have to deal with bad jobs, bad dreams, bad thoughts, and bad moods.
Not that my life is bad or anything. Mostly it's good.
Not that my life is bad or anything. Mostly it's good.