I am the monkey in my cereal

[thebignairb]

I have done a lot of thinking
I have realized a few things
I am only as good as my last dollar
I seem happy till my last drink
I fall in love too fast
yet do not love myself

this week will be a trying one,
I would like to thank Ms. Scale for the opportunity
to make me a working member of society again.

I don't know aside from working what will be different
but i know things will be.
I don't know if I will be the same person
I actually doubt it
But I do know in spirit I will be there and if you
do need me, actually need me I am sure I will
rise to the challenge

I feel trapped
but i am the one with the key
I watch all of you, you seem so happy
I want to quote so much music
I wish i could sit you down and have you listen to my feelings
being played out by all the different artists

The world is much too slow
the people are much too comfortable
the priorities are too far skewed
the greed thrives

brian