it takes a special

[thebiggreen]

event to need to post a livejournal entry..so i guess today was quite special. i never know what to do anymore. it seems that no matter what, im always stuck. i can never move forward anymore, but atleast im not moving backwards. i can't be this person anymore, i dont know how to deal with all of this shit. life as of right now blows, i cant wait for summer to come..although all of my friends will soon be gone. Tara moved away today, ashley will be going away to school, and tiffany will have phil. wtf. looks like this is the time for me to get my shit together, and get away just like everyone else. i just have no idea where i want this crazy world to take me..why cant things be the way that they used to be? i knew everything then. my life just made sense. enough.

goodnight everybody.
sleep tight.