Mar 02, 2006 07:08
So what has been going on in my life. Soo fricken much.
No raise at Perkins pisses me off. AnywaysI went into waldameer to pay a vistit to steve. Him and I tlked about the upcoming season. As far as I know I will be probably starting there April 8th, which makes me very happy. Thats just over a month away and Im not going to lie I cant wait until I start back up there. Steve was telling me what there plans to change the park before they open. there going to be changeing all the lockers to all day lockers in the water park, along with a service road to help with the new coaster. It sounds like theres alot more to just that. Sadly no new attaractions or anything like that.
Classes arent going to bad at all, which makes me very happy.
My car broke down last night in Erie. Im not happy at all and I really hope it doesnt cost me alot to get it fixed.
Fuck karma....thats it.
Me talking to Amanda and Jess online about being honest at study table. "Not trusting you two is almost a sin...its like the 11th commandment...trust Amanda and jess." I think one of my greater sayings.
Why arent lifes possible and desirable outcomes seem soo impossible to achieve???
Much is going on the fraterinty. Its officail, I have the coolest little in the world. I have been nomintaed to run for treasure since the resignation of megan. I gladly accepted and Im not gonna lie, I really want that position. I mean thats why im in college, to deal with money for the rest of my life. I think it can be very beneficial to me and I can help the fraternity very much soo there as well. but well see how it goes.
I need to let things go.
Im worried about a friend for some reasons. I hope she learns that I worry for her and try to protect her instead of thinking of me as an asshole all the time.
I have one more thing that is starting to bother me alot. I feel that I am loosing a very good friend if not allready lost her as a friend. I know that anything that i tell her gets repeated to other ppl, when she knows that things I do say need not repeating, and that really bothers me, I cant trust her anymore. I remember not long ago we used to talk on the phone everyday even when I had a girlfriend, we used to tell eachother everything. I mean this girl knows more about me then any other person in the world. But something happened, I dunno what, but but we dont talk even on the online anymore, and anytime we do all she does is bitch to me and gets pissed at me for nothing. Its sad how this friendship has evolved and i dunno if its even repearable, thats up to her though. You know who you are, and until I see sometype of change dont talk me, cause i dont want to be bitched out anymore.
I think thats it for now....
And thats the way it is
Steve-o