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Some more thuaghts about what I think I need to do.
I started to pick up a book today and read it that my parents got me a couple years ago. Its called "winning everyday" by Lou Holtz. For people who dont know football, he is one of the best football coaches at the colligate level. Im only in the second chapter and Im learning a great deal about, I guess you could call them, life lessons. There is great quote that I feel is worth even putting in this thing. "I am only one, but I am one; I can't do everything, but I can do something; what I can do, I ought to, and by the grace of God, I will do." To me, that means so much, im not to sure at the current moment, but it made me stop and reread it a few times.
I really need to work on getting over things. Nough said on that.
I must say this has been one fo the worst breaks that I have been on from school. So much bad shit has happened that I cant beging to fathum it. Yeah its had its good, but nothing compared to the bads. There are many thing that I just dont understand why they happen. I have started referring to edinboro as my home. My fam is there for me, but not as much one needs, or would like. Due to events that had happened over break I feel that I need to cut some people out of my life. Some completly and others not as much. I feel that these people can no longer be friends for some of the things that they have done to me. The things done are inexcusable and ultimaly even ruined things between other friends and I. I feel that there really isnt anyone one Erie that I can really consider friends. There are the about 5 but thats it, and that counts the people that I go to school with. A few of the people that Im letting go will never hear another word from me in there life. The sad thing is that some of these so called old friends were at time some of the best people that I have ever met. Its wierd how people change.
Well onto the feelings that have a certain girl. Im not going to lie to anyone or myself, they are still there, but supressed. Really all I have to say is if we date sometime in the future, awesome. If we dont, oh well, I still have an awesome firend. Nough said on that.
Well something that I am just relizing is happening to me. There are two girls that really want to date me right now. I would be dating one but she doesnt go to edinboro. The other girl goes to edinboro, but i dont have any feelings for her like that. I almost feel sorry for the girl because she wants nothing more then to date me, but I dont know anyother ways to let her down easily. I dont know what do. I wish there was a girl who felt exactly the way as I do with her and she lived in Erie and went to school in Edinboro, but will that ever happen, I highly doubt that.
Well last night was a pretty good night. It started with Dan, Carri, Sara, and I shooting some pool at Andys pub. That lasted to about 930. Dan and Sara went to dans to play some poker. Well Carri and I went to go see the movie "Waiting". I must say that movie is so evry realistic about a typical workplace and resturant. And the movie was incrediably funny. I enjoyed the movie and I will buy it when I have the available funding to purchase the movie. Then we went to Perkins for some food. We just bs for a few hours and then it was time to leave. I MUST SAY THE TRUE FRIENDS I HAVE ARE MY PHI SIGMA PI BROTHERS AND COMPANY.
Well tonight was all round swell night. I made some brownies with the little sisters. It was fun, dad messed up the first batch by putting in way too much water...ooops. OH WELL. Well I gave courtney a call, left her a message. Shes a girl I graduated with and we always run into eachother so I finally sent her a message on facebook and she relpeied with a cell phone number. so about a week later as in tonight i fianlly give her a call. I left a message. Most of the night I spent some time with the little sisters and dad. I might go with my dad on Thursday to Bradford cause grandma is have a hip replacement. Im not to sure if going but Ill be back in time for Kelly's party.
I think thats about it for now. Ill let you know whats happeing as things happen.
Steve-o
I started to pick up a book today and read it that my parents got me a couple years ago. Its called "winning everyday" by Lou Holtz. For people who dont know football, he is one of the best football coaches at the colligate level. Im only in the second chapter and Im learning a great deal about, I guess you could call them, life lessons. There is great quote that I feel is worth even putting in this thing. "I am only one, but I am one; I can't do everything, but I can do something; what I can do, I ought to, and by the grace of God, I will do." To me, that means so much, im not to sure at the current moment, but it made me stop and reread it a few times.
I really need to work on getting over things. Nough said on that.
I must say this has been one fo the worst breaks that I have been on from school. So much bad shit has happened that I cant beging to fathum it. Yeah its had its good, but nothing compared to the bads. There are many thing that I just dont understand why they happen. I have started referring to edinboro as my home. My fam is there for me, but not as much one needs, or would like. Due to events that had happened over break I feel that I need to cut some people out of my life. Some completly and others not as much. I feel that these people can no longer be friends for some of the things that they have done to me. The things done are inexcusable and ultimaly even ruined things between other friends and I. I feel that there really isnt anyone one Erie that I can really consider friends. There are the about 5 but thats it, and that counts the people that I go to school with. A few of the people that Im letting go will never hear another word from me in there life. The sad thing is that some of these so called old friends were at time some of the best people that I have ever met. Its wierd how people change.
Well onto the feelings that have a certain girl. Im not going to lie to anyone or myself, they are still there, but supressed. Really all I have to say is if we date sometime in the future, awesome. If we dont, oh well, I still have an awesome firend. Nough said on that.
Well something that I am just relizing is happening to me. There are two girls that really want to date me right now. I would be dating one but she doesnt go to edinboro. The other girl goes to edinboro, but i dont have any feelings for her like that. I almost feel sorry for the girl because she wants nothing more then to date me, but I dont know anyother ways to let her down easily. I dont know what do. I wish there was a girl who felt exactly the way as I do with her and she lived in Erie and went to school in Edinboro, but will that ever happen, I highly doubt that.
Well last night was a pretty good night. It started with Dan, Carri, Sara, and I shooting some pool at Andys pub. That lasted to about 930. Dan and Sara went to dans to play some poker. Well Carri and I went to go see the movie "Waiting". I must say that movie is so evry realistic about a typical workplace and resturant. And the movie was incrediably funny. I enjoyed the movie and I will buy it when I have the available funding to purchase the movie. Then we went to Perkins for some food. We just bs for a few hours and then it was time to leave. I MUST SAY THE TRUE FRIENDS I HAVE ARE MY PHI SIGMA PI BROTHERS AND COMPANY.
Well tonight was all round swell night. I made some brownies with the little sisters. It was fun, dad messed up the first batch by putting in way too much water...ooops. OH WELL. Well I gave courtney a call, left her a message. Shes a girl I graduated with and we always run into eachother so I finally sent her a message on facebook and she relpeied with a cell phone number. so about a week later as in tonight i fianlly give her a call. I left a message. Most of the night I spent some time with the little sisters and dad. I might go with my dad on Thursday to Bradford cause grandma is have a hip replacement. Im not to sure if going but Ill be back in time for Kelly's party.
I think thats about it for now. Ill let you know whats happeing as things happen.
Steve-o