ARG!

[thebigern58]

Well its been such a long time since my last update. Wednesday was such a beautiful day. It was like 70+ degrees out. OMG it was just soo incredibly nice. When I was walking to class Beth and Jodi yelled at me bcause I was wearing shorts and a t shirt. I explained that it is definatly warm enough to there just not on the bright side. Well Thursday I went to get my haircut at a Barber Shop. It was pretty cool. I was thinking about getting one of the shaves that only one of those places can give...the only problem is that it cost an extra 10 bucks...not cool at all. Well Work has been interesting to say the least. I seem to hate that place more and more after every shift I work. Dont know why, but I do...I just need waldameer to start back up and I need it to start back up soon. Last night Mark came to hang at the Boro. It was pretty cool. We spent the night at Perkins smoking our cigars and just bullshitting. Some good memories were made. Trips to Quick Fill and McDonalds, and talking to Mark about being a CJ major...a little ironic...but hey it could be fun. Sometime soon were going to half to get the "last ride" at the Mall. HAHA. I talked to Pam today and she said that Pat is back Full time at Walda this year. We told people at Perkins about the V8. They just looked at us like we were crazy.So far hes the only one to be confirmed to be groundscrew...I just hope that me and Mark are on it. Well that brings me too this. For some strange reason I feel that Kelly and I have been moving apart. Dont get me wrong I still love her, but tonight was just made me think thats all. Like ill tell her things and a couple days later, its like we never had the conversation. Like she thaught Mark and I were allready on Groundscrew. I guess what really sets it off was here going out tonight. Its cool and everything, but something comes to the back of mind when I offer $20 for Doug to pick me and take me back, but he refuses to do it. Its not like $20 wouldnt cover gas...its still a deal for $10. I know she means nothing by it but it brings to my head what his intentions are, even if there are any. It just seems that he wont pick up anyone....except Kelly. Also she told me that shell call me when she gets home and she wont be out that late. Like 1130 comes around and im like screw this and I went to bed. She finally calls me at 1230 and she told me that they did nothing, but thats a lot to do in 4 hours time. IDK...i probably just worried about nothing. Idk... lately shes just been out of it...i dont know how to explain it. Tonight she just figured out that were not going to be seeing each other like at all next year, that hurts that she just figured shell be in college and she can see me like everyday...but shes not going to the college I do...she going to one that 2 hours away. Thats a lot of difference compared to the 30 minutes from Erie to Edinboro. I guess im just like ARG right now...no word to say what im feeling...mixer of parnoid, worried, freaked I guess.

I miss you back in Eire and I love you Princess.

Steve-o