well.....

[thebigc91]

im in the computer lab at the career center. i got done typing my resume and letter of application. well, to make a long story short i hate tim and he hates me! lol! i dont care i hate him now. i dont even like him anymore. anyways im like talking to jen's brother jayson now and yea maybe something good going to happan for me cause yea i like him and i think that he likes me!! *hopes* cause i actually likes him before i went out with tim, but i just never said anything because i thought that i didnt like me that way and that i was young cause hes like 22 and im like 16. lol! owell i like him! i also like talking to him cause hes a sweetie! im soppuse to call him tonight so yea i think i will. if im not scared to call him cause i dont know if he wants to talk to me you know! so yea i like him and i hope we get hook up cause yea i think hes cool and i would date him! but i just hope jen's mom and dad dont care that much if it persues that way i guess! i mean hes that only guy i know that plays final fantasy and likes that music that i like and yea we just have alot in common! lol! i hope we get hooked up! :) !i mean i talked to for like forever! and yea we talked about stuff sooooo.....i can only hope cause i want a serious relationship with someone thats going to be faithful to me and i think jayson is so yea.... well ill update later cause i dont think that were soppuse to be emailing and this i think is sort-of-like it! or something like that i dont want to get in trouble!! i'm in a good mood!!

and crystal i hope that your doing ok and i love you very much and ill talk to you later!!! i heart you very much! hang in there!