not really in the mood to talk.....
well, thanksgiving was good .....as good as it gets i suppose anyways..
wednesday i got home at like 2:00pm and i did my chores and shit then i took a shower and got ready for *TIM* to come over....he came over at like 5:00 or 6:00pm. we watched BRUCE ALMIGHTY lol! good movie! anywho then we made out and yea other stuff and then we came out and went into the family room and watched some tube out there and then he went home but, before he left said for him to call me friday cause i would understand if he couldnt thursday cause it was thanksgiving and everything and he said ok! and we said i love you to eachother and yea thats about it for that day! cause i like fell asleep on him when we watched X MEN II Ohhh yea we watched that too !! that was a good movie!! hehe! i fell asleep during that movie! *TIM* had to wake me up cause i was out! lol! anywho after he left i went to bed!
thursday THANKGIVING!! yay!! my family went to old grandpa's house for thanksgiving! yea it was funn i think that i gained fricken 20 pds... lol! anywho zac (jessica's bf) was there and yea hes cool! they look cute together! i wish my boyfriend would of been there, but i know he had to do his own thing and everything! but yea anyways then we left around 8:30pm and yea i took a shower and went to bed cause i was tired! lol! thats it for that day!
friday well my family and i went to lake orion and saw my aunt and shit! it was cool! i had funn! my aunt deb is such a retard sometimes! lol! shes funny! but yea we left there about 8:00 or 9:00pm cause mom had to work the next day (the bastards at her work place made her and others work)! i hate them! anywho yea we took kimmy home with us til sunday it was funn and when i got home i was waiting for along time for *TIM* to call but never did.....i was like ok thats cool! me and kimmy watched like i think 28 days later cause kimmy wanted to watch it! lol! i fell asleep! lol! owell!
saturday me and kimmy got up and she kept joey occupied while i dusted the family room and wiped down stuff. then i feed the animals and did my regular chores! lol! then we like were hanging out in my bedroom when benjermen and his brother came over from next door. (they were up visting there grandpa which is our neirbor er whatever) lol! anywho he came over and i was like ok i really dont want you here! lol! weve like know eachother for like and long ass time cause we grew up together! lol! but yea he stayed for like ever it seemed we played games like: sorry and crash team racing on playstation cause were gay!lol i love that game :) anywho then he left and then i was waiting again for *TIM* to call but no again no call!! .....SARAH PISSED NOW!! but again me and kimmy watched movies! lol! then went to bed.
sunday boring day alittle pissed off then jen and james showed up and yea got in to talking to them cause james gave money to my dad and shit. lol. it was funny james was making retarded sounds while my dad was coming to the door! whoa boy! anywho then me and jen got to talking about how *TIM* hasnt been calling and shit and maybe were breaking up and shit i dont know! then they left and crap. then i finished feeding the animals. then i go tinto the house and i decided to call crystal and she asked me if i wanted to go to the movies i was like hell yea! so yea we went and picked hannah up and we were on our way! lol! needless to say we didnt go to the movies in imaly city! lol! hell yea! we went to good old port huron! lol! we went shopping! which was good even thought i was basically broke and shit lol! but i did buy a shirt from jc pennies! lol! then we left there and went to barnes and nobles and hannah and crystal got a cappchunio err whatever and a cheesecake thingy! lol! then we looked at books! then we left and went to walmarts and just looked around...lol! ....crystal farted on me and yea it was cool i guess.....in a wierd way! lmao....anyways off that subject! hannah thought that the fart was gross and crystal ran off and we couldnt find her! lol! then we went into the doors and we found her! lol! then we lefted and went home! got home around 8:00 or so and asked dad if anyone called but no no one called! so then i was really pissed off cause *TIM* hasnt called me in like 4 fucking days! then i took a shower and went to bed er something!
monday good old school and so not ready forward to going but i did anyways.....so was boring crystal left 5th hour for some fucking reason! lol! but yea got home and shit and talked to jen and shit about you know what and yea i guess *TIM* and his family went christmas shopping but yea im still pissed about not calling for 4 fucking days! i really dont know whats going on cause i dont know if were breaking up or we are broke up or is he hiding something and hes trying to avoid me......endless reasons but who knows he hasnt called today either so yea its giong on 5 days now! getting sick of it! i called so yea nobody is home so yea here i am typing away on the computer which i was going to go to bed like an hour ago, but i go t into typing i guess......i dont want to be hurt and im afraid that might happan if somthing badd did happan and yea! OMG my life would literlly come apart if me and *TIM* split up cause hes my life! I LOVE HIM TO DEATH but im just afraid of how come he hasnt called and shit! dude hes like the only guy that i want to have you know what with and thats special to me and yea! i want to spend my life with him! forever! but i dont know if he feels the same! dude i like no other guy besides him and i always will LOVE HIM forever........i just hope he doesnt hurt me cause if he did i would be in depressed mode for along long time.....i already feel it comeing on alittle cause i dont know whats going on. but yea i have to go to bed cause i have driver's training tomorrow! finally taking that class! lol! well see ya! i just hope he knows hoe much i love him and i would never cheat on him and break up with him even though i might say it i could never really do it cause i love him to much to do that! i was going to last time when i found out that him and mandy slept in the same room and shit but i could so it cause......i loved him to damn much to do that! hell weve been going out for like 10 monthes close to a year here soon! i just love him and i hope nothing bad happans to us! he would take my heart and smash it to pieces......and i probably would date for along long time cause yea....i dont know! i dont wanna think this way! see ya!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!! YOU GUYS ROCK A$$!! I HEART U SO...
~*sarah*~
wednesday i got home at like 2:00pm and i did my chores and shit then i took a shower and got ready for *TIM* to come over....he came over at like 5:00 or 6:00pm. we watched BRUCE ALMIGHTY lol! good movie! anywho then we made out and yea other stuff and then we came out and went into the family room and watched some tube out there and then he went home but, before he left said for him to call me friday cause i would understand if he couldnt thursday cause it was thanksgiving and everything and he said ok! and we said i love you to eachother and yea thats about it for that day! cause i like fell asleep on him when we watched X MEN II Ohhh yea we watched that too !! that was a good movie!! hehe! i fell asleep during that movie! *TIM* had to wake me up cause i was out! lol! anywho after he left i went to bed!
thursday THANKGIVING!! yay!! my family went to old grandpa's house for thanksgiving! yea it was funn i think that i gained fricken 20 pds... lol! anywho zac (jessica's bf) was there and yea hes cool! they look cute together! i wish my boyfriend would of been there, but i know he had to do his own thing and everything! but yea anyways then we left around 8:30pm and yea i took a shower and went to bed cause i was tired! lol! thats it for that day!
friday well my family and i went to lake orion and saw my aunt and shit! it was cool! i had funn! my aunt deb is such a retard sometimes! lol! shes funny! but yea we left there about 8:00 or 9:00pm cause mom had to work the next day (the bastards at her work place made her and others work)! i hate them! anywho yea we took kimmy home with us til sunday it was funn and when i got home i was waiting for along time for *TIM* to call but never did.....i was like ok thats cool! me and kimmy watched like i think 28 days later cause kimmy wanted to watch it! lol! i fell asleep! lol! owell!
saturday me and kimmy got up and she kept joey occupied while i dusted the family room and wiped down stuff. then i feed the animals and did my regular chores! lol! then we like were hanging out in my bedroom when benjermen and his brother came over from next door. (they were up visting there grandpa which is our neirbor er whatever) lol! anywho he came over and i was like ok i really dont want you here! lol! weve like know eachother for like and long ass time cause we grew up together! lol! but yea he stayed for like ever it seemed we played games like: sorry and crash team racing on playstation cause were gay!lol i love that game :) anywho then he left and then i was waiting again for *TIM* to call but no again no call!! .....SARAH PISSED NOW!! but again me and kimmy watched movies! lol! then went to bed.
sunday boring day alittle pissed off then jen and james showed up and yea got in to talking to them cause james gave money to my dad and shit. lol. it was funny james was making retarded sounds while my dad was coming to the door! whoa boy! anywho then me and jen got to talking about how *TIM* hasnt been calling and shit and maybe were breaking up and shit i dont know! then they left and crap. then i finished feeding the animals. then i go tinto the house and i decided to call crystal and she asked me if i wanted to go to the movies i was like hell yea! so yea we went and picked hannah up and we were on our way! lol! needless to say we didnt go to the movies in imaly city! lol! hell yea! we went to good old port huron! lol! we went shopping! which was good even thought i was basically broke and shit lol! but i did buy a shirt from jc pennies! lol! then we left there and went to barnes and nobles and hannah and crystal got a cappchunio err whatever and a cheesecake thingy! lol! then we looked at books! then we left and went to walmarts and just looked around...lol! ....crystal farted on me and yea it was cool i guess.....in a wierd way! lmao....anyways off that subject! hannah thought that the fart was gross and crystal ran off and we couldnt find her! lol! then we went into the doors and we found her! lol! then we lefted and went home! got home around 8:00 or so and asked dad if anyone called but no no one called! so then i was really pissed off cause *TIM* hasnt called me in like 4 fucking days! then i took a shower and went to bed er something!
monday good old school and so not ready forward to going but i did anyways.....so was boring crystal left 5th hour for some fucking reason! lol! but yea got home and shit and talked to jen and shit about you know what and yea i guess *TIM* and his family went christmas shopping but yea im still pissed about not calling for 4 fucking days! i really dont know whats going on cause i dont know if were breaking up or we are broke up or is he hiding something and hes trying to avoid me......endless reasons but who knows he hasnt called today either so yea its giong on 5 days now! getting sick of it! i called so yea nobody is home so yea here i am typing away on the computer which i was going to go to bed like an hour ago, but i go t into typing i guess......i dont want to be hurt and im afraid that might happan if somthing badd did happan and yea! OMG my life would literlly come apart if me and *TIM* split up cause hes my life! I LOVE HIM TO DEATH but im just afraid of how come he hasnt called and shit! dude hes like the only guy that i want to have you know what with and thats special to me and yea! i want to spend my life with him! forever! but i dont know if he feels the same! dude i like no other guy besides him and i always will LOVE HIM forever........i just hope he doesnt hurt me cause if he did i would be in depressed mode for along long time.....i already feel it comeing on alittle cause i dont know whats going on. but yea i have to go to bed cause i have driver's training tomorrow! finally taking that class! lol! well see ya! i just hope he knows hoe much i love him and i would never cheat on him and break up with him even though i might say it i could never really do it cause i love him to much to do that! i was going to last time when i found out that him and mandy slept in the same room and shit but i could so it cause......i loved him to damn much to do that! hell weve been going out for like 10 monthes close to a year here soon! i just love him and i hope nothing bad happans to us! he would take my heart and smash it to pieces......and i probably would date for along long time cause yea....i dont know! i dont wanna think this way! see ya!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!! YOU GUYS ROCK A$$!! I HEART U SO...
~*sarah*~