my life sucks a$$..
well, your probably wondering why im up so early....i cant sleep..it sucks because i feel like shitt and im having hot and cold flashes and im swaeting really badd! my eyes are all puffed up and when i stand up sometimes i feel as though im going to faint so i hurry and sit down before i do! i dont know what i have and my dad is going to call the doctors today to shedule an appointment at 4:45. so yea i feel like shitt! *TIM* didnt come over cause he was late getting home from practice that he could come over! :( its probably for the best though cause i dont know what i have and yea i dont want him to get it at all! I LOVE HIM TO DEATH anywho i think ill modify my journal again! lol! i have nothing else to do and im bored! i need to take a shower. i never had this before so.....its kind of freaking me out cause i could have something seriously wrong with me! well im going to go and download msn messenger so i can be cool like hannah! lol! i just want my friends to know that im here for anybody and i love ya all!!