im very VERY lonely right now!
well, i have nothing else to do so i htought that i would update! i miss my *baby* really really badd! he called me today and i guess he wants jen, james, and i to go out to the trailer. i want to go and my parents said ok, but i guess its up to what jen and james want to do! i hope that they want to go, but if they dont want to go ill understand (ill be sadd, but ill understand)lol! anywho today was boring i spent basically all day playing the THE SIMS! lol! i LOVE that game! lol! anyways i cant really tpe cause my nails are wet! lol! OWELL! mr. nepper stopped by and said hello! he also wanted to see my prom pictures. lol! funny cause i guess he asked my dad if me and *tim* were talking about marriage or not! lol! my dad didnt say anything! i guess from what i heard! lol! i LOVE *tim* with all my heart and well i dont think im going to say anything right now, but yea anyways lol! off that subject! tomorrow i hope something good happans cause im bored stiff around here otherwise im going to ask jen if i can just go over to her place cause yea it fricken sucks A$$ over here! my dad asked me if i loved him and i said i do, but when you call me a lair and bitch at me out of nowhere i hate you! my dad was like " when mom told me on the phone that you hated me i probably would of been crying if some of my friends werent around." i felt really badd! GOD....i never felt so badd in my life! jesus fuck i was like lower then the fucking ants crawling on the ground! i never want to go through that again thats for sure! i never want to feel like that! well, i soppuse i shall go for now cause yea i think ill watch some tube now! lol! til next time! peace out
~sarah~
~sarah~