mysterious
i keep getting dejavou, its really weird, is my life in that much of a rut, or is it some thing else. its not exactly the same but just a small flash back to a moment with some one or doing some thing
i keep thinking about if i still talked to some people how things would some how be different, better, worse? i don't know, maybe its time i rekindled some things that have died.
i really want to get out of high school and go do some thing with my life, go help people, make the world a better place even in some small way. it just seams so pointless to go on doing the same things over and over. i hate how people are so in to our high school, its nt a bad school but there is just so much more to life then most kids realize.
is it odd that the only time im truly happy is when im sleeping or making some ones world a little but better.
im glad ive stopped smoking, i feel so much better now about things in my life now. some thing still keeps wearing me down and i don't know what it is.
i keep thinking about if i still talked to some people how things would some how be different, better, worse? i don't know, maybe its time i rekindled some things that have died.
i really want to get out of high school and go do some thing with my life, go help people, make the world a better place even in some small way. it just seams so pointless to go on doing the same things over and over. i hate how people are so in to our high school, its nt a bad school but there is just so much more to life then most kids realize.
is it odd that the only time im truly happy is when im sleeping or making some ones world a little but better.
im glad ive stopped smoking, i feel so much better now about things in my life now. some thing still keeps wearing me down and i don't know what it is.