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so... friday, i was driving down 82. it started raining so i slowed down a little. coming around a curve there was a puddle of standing water that i didnt quite notice the depth of. i was driving my boyfriends pt cruiser which is super low to the ground, much lower than my suv. i hit the water and hydroplaned...spun once in the highway and flew backwards into the ditch. i have no idea how i didnt hit the cars that were behind & beside me.
let me tell you.
i am so grateful to be alive
and beyond that....so grateful this baby is still thriving, growing, and moving in my tummy.
there are many things you think about when you think its really the end. i thought about my family, mostly my mama and little brother, and the love of my life, Terrence. lots of thoughts are crammed into a 60 second span of time...but they are the most important ones.
i dont think ive stopped praying since that happened. there have been silent "thank you God"'s goin on in the back of my mind since 315 friday afternoon. it was TRULY a humbling experience. dont take this life for granted; live every second in celebration of it.
in addition to all of that, i just need to take a second and say...im so excited about baby!! things are coming together so nicely. he is going to be the cutest little fella in the whole world, and hopefully i will be able to make him he happiest one too :). with the help of his daddy, of course. im so nervous, excited...and really just anxious! 80 ish more days and i will be holding him in my arms:) yay!
thats all for now. i really write in this thing for my own record, its much easier to type all my thoughts than sit with a pen and paper. comes easier this way. but if anyone is actually reading...hope you get something from this:)
<3sarah
let me tell you.
i am so grateful to be alive
and beyond that....so grateful this baby is still thriving, growing, and moving in my tummy.
there are many things you think about when you think its really the end. i thought about my family, mostly my mama and little brother, and the love of my life, Terrence. lots of thoughts are crammed into a 60 second span of time...but they are the most important ones.
i dont think ive stopped praying since that happened. there have been silent "thank you God"'s goin on in the back of my mind since 315 friday afternoon. it was TRULY a humbling experience. dont take this life for granted; live every second in celebration of it.
in addition to all of that, i just need to take a second and say...im so excited about baby!! things are coming together so nicely. he is going to be the cutest little fella in the whole world, and hopefully i will be able to make him he happiest one too :). with the help of his daddy, of course. im so nervous, excited...and really just anxious! 80 ish more days and i will be holding him in my arms:) yay!
thats all for now. i really write in this thing for my own record, its much easier to type all my thoughts than sit with a pen and paper. comes easier this way. but if anyone is actually reading...hope you get something from this:)
<3sarah