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I'm moving to San Francisco to work for Gensler and be with Chris.
I never thought I'd leave my world here. Everyone in my life is perfect. I need at least a month of sticky-sweaty-dirtbag biking in shorts and tank tops to house parties and drinking 40s on back decks, smoking Marlboro Reds and waiting for my boyfriend to show up. But that isn't the life I live anymore, because Chris left for San Francisco in January. And though Matt and I are twinned, and Kristin and I are close, and Justin is a soulmate in a way I never knew, it may be time to go-to take the corporate job, to move in with my boyfriend (who thinks that moving in means getting married), to live somewhere else than the city I love, the city that I know to be the best place in the world.
I am terrified.
I never thought I'd leave my world here. Everyone in my life is perfect. I need at least a month of sticky-sweaty-dirtbag biking in shorts and tank tops to house parties and drinking 40s on back decks, smoking Marlboro Reds and waiting for my boyfriend to show up. But that isn't the life I live anymore, because Chris left for San Francisco in January. And though Matt and I are twinned, and Kristin and I are close, and Justin is a soulmate in a way I never knew, it may be time to go-to take the corporate job, to move in with my boyfriend (who thinks that moving in means getting married), to live somewhere else than the city I love, the city that I know to be the best place in the world.
I am terrified.