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I can't help but feel like a hypocrite. I'm angry... so angry with Alyssa and Pat for what is gonig on. ...But how can I be angry when I was in a similar situation? My choices then are the one thing I truely regret. I regret nothing in my life, except that. I was stupid and confused, and made horrible decisions. I can't stand to see Awwyson so unhappy, though. There are a million and one reasons that I am angry. The situations are not the same, though. I am in no way condoning my own actions at all. I was completely wrong from the start and I am just ridiculously glad that all worked out for the best in the end. That could be why I am so angry. She didn't learn from my mistakes. She judged me and stabbed me in the back. Now she's in a similar situation, she is doing no wrong.
It doesn't matter. I just hope everything gets better and everone can get along again.