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so yea things are changing.
my 18th birthday suckeddd. for alot of reasons not just one.
it was just one big fuck up night.
but im glad it happened. cuz things have changed. and some people know how i really feel.
im cutting myself off from jesup. I WILL NEVER GO THERE AGAIN!
and i wanna hang out with good girls who just find ways to have fun besides partying. because it gets old. and im on thin ice anyway. no more trouble for me. and i feel like sometimes people dont realize that i really cant mess up anymore.
but i really miss the old days with me katie and melody. me and katie were talking about it today. cuz we had funn and hung out with EVERYBODY. we will have to all hang out SOON again. like forreal.
halloween party at my house tonight. well kinda.
basically just eating and trick or treating.
i dunno. i miss alot of things. but i seriously want my life to change.
and im on my way.
my 18th birthday suckeddd. for alot of reasons not just one.
it was just one big fuck up night.
but im glad it happened. cuz things have changed. and some people know how i really feel.
im cutting myself off from jesup. I WILL NEVER GO THERE AGAIN!
and i wanna hang out with good girls who just find ways to have fun besides partying. because it gets old. and im on thin ice anyway. no more trouble for me. and i feel like sometimes people dont realize that i really cant mess up anymore.
but i really miss the old days with me katie and melody. me and katie were talking about it today. cuz we had funn and hung out with EVERYBODY. we will have to all hang out SOON again. like forreal.
halloween party at my house tonight. well kinda.
basically just eating and trick or treating.
i dunno. i miss alot of things. but i seriously want my life to change.
and im on my way.