Aug 08, 2006 20:15
well school starts back tomorrow.
its my last first day and year of highschool.
im kinda sad but kinda relieved at the same time.
after i graduate im gonna get out of here and not even look back.
i realize i dont have too many true friends here at all.
and the ones i did have i have pushed them away.
i dunno its weird.
i got a strange phone call tonight from someone i havent seen in a while.
and it made me happy.
but sad at the same time.
i miss being carefree and never giving a fuck about anything.
i miss brittany.
i miss katie and melody.
i miss carli and her mom.
i miss my old life.
but then again im really happy for my new one. ive grown up finally i suppose.
well for now at least.
i had to do it. i had no choice.
but now i have pamela and i dont know why we used to not like each other because we are just alike and shes great.
well heres to a good year.
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