... the way i wish you would.
i just woke up. wish i could have slept all weekend, so i dont have to see anyone. there will be so many questions that i just dont want to answer. ill have to tell the story so many times, but i dont want to talk about it. fuck. i just want to pretend like it never happened, so i dont have to beleive it. i dont want to beleive it. how long will i cry this time ?
so heres the conversation we will never have. ill spill my guts to you, you just wont realize it. its where i tell you how im feeling, and you simply nod your head. no comprehension, just a thrown away "im sorry". you may even pretend to care when i say "but i really like you"... but you dont. thats my point, and these are my wasted words.
i wrote that monday. but we did have the conversation.
at least i know he still cares/likes me; he told me about 50 times.
tuffen up.
so heres the conversation we will never have. ill spill my guts to you, you just wont realize it. its where i tell you how im feeling, and you simply nod your head. no comprehension, just a thrown away "im sorry". you may even pretend to care when i say "but i really like you"... but you dont. thats my point, and these are my wasted words.
i wrote that monday. but we did have the conversation.
at least i know he still cares/likes me; he told me about 50 times.
tuffen up.