The holiday <3.
"I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade."
YES.
I want a Jack Black to pick me up from my fallen shit. I love him.
And I want Jake to be happy. We're all stuck in our own dysfunctions. Raf with kayla, Myself with Raf, Jake with his person. Jake reminds me of my value as a person. It's a fantastic feeling. Though we're all slowly killing ourselves in dysfunctional twists of romance, we're saving eachother together. I'm thankful for what they've taught me. Lifes a rollercoaster, and it's bamf. We're all saving eachother.