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for some reason i don't think i will ever completely get rid of this journal. i stumbled upon it while deleting old e-mails just now. i find myself becoming almost obsessed with what i wrote in the past, i try to remember what i was feeling at that exact moment. i look at the music i was listening to at the time, i think that is the best indicator to use. i think that is really cool, that simple (or not so simple) noise can do that, can make someone remember a feeling or memory. looking back at old posts really makes my mind wander, i think wander is the wrong word, it makes my mind think of a million of different memories, feelings, emotions all at the same time. i cannot think right now. hopefully the nine plus hours of sleep i am about to encounter will help ease my mind of whatever it is bothering me. bothering me does not describe it at all really, i am not sure what it is. at any rate i am going to bed now. perhaps tomorrow my thoughts will be clear and organized and i can put together a coherent sentence.