I'd burn alive for you....
dear me,
the past few weeks have been great. ups, downs and all arounds (or whatever.) work sucks, money sucks, but I think that's all going to change soon. hope, at least....the new job prospect for my part time work seems extremely interesting and will help with my current job as well, though it'll probably be at least a week or 2 until I actually start getting paid for being/wanting to be a nerd. By the end of it all, hopefully, I'll be the best computer nerd anyone I've ever known has ever known personally.
I don't like seeing her upset. though it may not have anything to do with me or my actions....I wish I could make it all better...Either way, thank you for opening up to me and telling me everything...good or bad...treating me like an equal....so much more than any other person I can think of in the past decade or so.....damn I'm old...fuck off. =OP
I think I've decided to keep my stupid myspace (though, I fucking hate that shit) just to keep up with people that I actually talk to...but I think I'll make mine like janel's, pallas', and justin's where you can't really do anything but contact.....cause I'm not in it for number of friends, comments, or blogs....fuck you for wanting to be the star of your own little world AND everyone else's. myspace, you're retarded...and as soon as I start using you on an everyday basis, I'm sure I'll want to delete you once again ASAP.
work's been hectic. my boss has been out a lot and has deemed me the new boss, without any pay raise, or change in official title, though I have the responsibilities none the less.....pisses me the fuck off...one more reason I'm hoping that this second job works out for the best....who needs to be "certified" in computer-talk when you have a master teaching you everything he knows because he doesn't want the knowledge to die with just him???
you choose school, and that's fine for some, but I...
I choose life....and the unexpectedness of it all. Because we're all going to die someday....some sooner than others, unfortunately....
but for every person that dies...
how many feel like they've truly lived???
I love you sweetheart....don't forget I'm still here for you.
muah!
the past few weeks have been great. ups, downs and all arounds (or whatever.) work sucks, money sucks, but I think that's all going to change soon. hope, at least....the new job prospect for my part time work seems extremely interesting and will help with my current job as well, though it'll probably be at least a week or 2 until I actually start getting paid for being/wanting to be a nerd. By the end of it all, hopefully, I'll be the best computer nerd anyone I've ever known has ever known personally.
I don't like seeing her upset. though it may not have anything to do with me or my actions....I wish I could make it all better...Either way, thank you for opening up to me and telling me everything...good or bad...treating me like an equal....so much more than any other person I can think of in the past decade or so.....damn I'm old...fuck off. =OP
I think I've decided to keep my stupid myspace (though, I fucking hate that shit) just to keep up with people that I actually talk to...but I think I'll make mine like janel's, pallas', and justin's where you can't really do anything but contact.....cause I'm not in it for number of friends, comments, or blogs....fuck you for wanting to be the star of your own little world AND everyone else's. myspace, you're retarded...and as soon as I start using you on an everyday basis, I'm sure I'll want to delete you once again ASAP.
work's been hectic. my boss has been out a lot and has deemed me the new boss, without any pay raise, or change in official title, though I have the responsibilities none the less.....pisses me the fuck off...one more reason I'm hoping that this second job works out for the best....who needs to be "certified" in computer-talk when you have a master teaching you everything he knows because he doesn't want the knowledge to die with just him???
you choose school, and that's fine for some, but I...
I choose life....and the unexpectedness of it all. Because we're all going to die someday....some sooner than others, unfortunately....
but for every person that dies...
how many feel like they've truly lived???
I love you sweetheart....don't forget I'm still here for you.
muah!