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"You're mad, bonkers.. but I'll tell you a secret - all the best people are."
- Alice in a wonderland
Yesterday is one of the best day of my life. Strike that, make it 2010 instead. I watched Alice with one of the best company. The mugging people are going to watch it tomorrow.. I was thinking of catching it again with them but I may have something else on. They would make great company too. I went for ballet early yesterday, like 4. I really love every single one of the girls a lot. Like the way we give each other encouragement, the way we make time just for ballet, just to get there early to get as much practices as we can. The things we sacrifice. I've never liked ballet this much before. I want to make the last grade the best one ever.
And then that's it. 10 years, just like this. I don't know how I'm going to take this fact on Wednesday. Our last lesson altogether ended yesterday. We took many pictures with all the different cameras. I think there were 5 of them. Girls, being girls. I would've cried if I wasn't in a hurry. Everything ended in a happy note. All's good.
Rachel and Jocelyn came to stay over after my ballet ended. ♥ these two girls till the end of time. We did a lot of crazy videos hahaha. And watched half of Love Happens. And slept only in the wee hours of the morning. Woke up for lovely breakfast. Had Interact meeting with JJ's exco. Which didn't go that bad. I kind of like them hahaha. And went back to school for something retarded. (L)(L)(L)
Anticlimax now. I'm having the life-is-so-full-of-shit feeling now. You know I have so much things in my mind but I'm sick of having the same feeling every now and then. I'm kind of exhausted from last night. Very exhausted actually. I really don't know what I want either. I really don't. Life has never been very proper since the start of the year. I'm actually afraid that 3 months is over just like that. I've been thinking about the last 3 months the whole night. It's been revolving around problems and only problems. Family, studies, interact, sometimes, very seldom, friends. Nothing's resolved. It's just whether it's on my mind or not.
Rachel's right. Everyone's preoccupied with matters that are seemingly more grave. So much so that I don't know who to turn to. This was supposed to be a happy post. I shall stop here. I miss yesterday.
- Alice in a wonderland
Yesterday is one of the best day of my life. Strike that, make it 2010 instead. I watched Alice with one of the best company. The mugging people are going to watch it tomorrow.. I was thinking of catching it again with them but I may have something else on. They would make great company too. I went for ballet early yesterday, like 4. I really love every single one of the girls a lot. Like the way we give each other encouragement, the way we make time just for ballet, just to get there early to get as much practices as we can. The things we sacrifice. I've never liked ballet this much before. I want to make the last grade the best one ever.
And then that's it. 10 years, just like this. I don't know how I'm going to take this fact on Wednesday. Our last lesson altogether ended yesterday. We took many pictures with all the different cameras. I think there were 5 of them. Girls, being girls. I would've cried if I wasn't in a hurry. Everything ended in a happy note. All's good.
Rachel and Jocelyn came to stay over after my ballet ended. ♥ these two girls till the end of time. We did a lot of crazy videos hahaha. And watched half of Love Happens. And slept only in the wee hours of the morning. Woke up for lovely breakfast. Had Interact meeting with JJ's exco. Which didn't go that bad. I kind of like them hahaha. And went back to school for something retarded. (L)(L)(L)
Anticlimax now. I'm having the life-is-so-full-of-shit feeling now. You know I have so much things in my mind but I'm sick of having the same feeling every now and then. I'm kind of exhausted from last night. Very exhausted actually. I really don't know what I want either. I really don't. Life has never been very proper since the start of the year. I'm actually afraid that 3 months is over just like that. I've been thinking about the last 3 months the whole night. It's been revolving around problems and only problems. Family, studies, interact, sometimes, very seldom, friends. Nothing's resolved. It's just whether it's on my mind or not.
Rachel's right. Everyone's preoccupied with matters that are seemingly more grave. So much so that I don't know who to turn to. This was supposed to be a happy post. I shall stop here. I miss yesterday.