find truth in words.

[thebending]

every day seems the same to me
I sit around and think about how alone I feel
then I wind up rather enjoying loneliness
because it's the comfort of being sad
sometimes it feels so right
and sometimes I'd like to be around no one for ten straight years

but I know this feeling can't bring me places
and I know I'm losing lots of ground
but to keep up means to get up
and why does it have to be
the world keeps on changing while I just stay the same?
I feel like being down doesn't mean enough to anyone anymore
and I guess the world has made emotion obsolete
and I don't think I feel the same
'cause after all who says what happy really means?