Once again, I'm worthless...
I just can't get this whole highschool thing right. It's been 4 years and I still end up going to parties that suck at 3 in the morning. Don't get me wrong, last night was fun. Jay and went around, drinking and chilling with people, and at the climax of fun, we were seen doing shots in Courtney's hotel room at 2. Never the less, I had to drive, (retropsectively, probably shouldn't have but I was fine, and jay was watching), over to Carlee's where everyone was just sitting around. I then proceeded to drink the girl's malibu till I passed out around 3:30..,what happened to me?
Oh well, I have one more chanec. Creek's prom...time to get dirty. I stopped caring a while ago. The only thing highschool really taught me is that no matter how important you think something is...it's not..I suppose I should be sad at the loss of idealism... Not to mention I am a bad person. I used to be able to rationalize this into some kind of teenage hijinx type of thing, but no longer. I fully realize the effects and consquences of things that, lets just say or morally wrong and don't care. I am going to hell and I am taking the fast lane...
* Side note, I was still buzzing this morning and went surfing, fucking awesome.
Oh well, I have one more chanec. Creek's prom...time to get dirty. I stopped caring a while ago. The only thing highschool really taught me is that no matter how important you think something is...it's not..I suppose I should be sad at the loss of idealism... Not to mention I am a bad person. I used to be able to rationalize this into some kind of teenage hijinx type of thing, but no longer. I fully realize the effects and consquences of things that, lets just say or morally wrong and don't care. I am going to hell and I am taking the fast lane...
* Side note, I was still buzzing this morning and went surfing, fucking awesome.