Kill yourself
The more you think about it, the less there seems to be any point to anything. Not to be philosophic, but my life as it stands isn't exactly something to be remembered. Nor do I see myself leaving a lasting, if any impression, on this earth. All of a sudden it's obvious why drug usage is growing in the world. If you can't conquer this reality, find another one.
I guess it's understandable. I mean lets say I become middle management at a no-name retail business in the Mid-west. I can honestly say I can see myself falling into a myriad of mind numbing drugs and crime sprees to "spice things up" a bit. Now I know most of you are saying, "But Matt, that's immoral," or "Matt, you should find things that are meaningful in life." To you I say, Piss off. Look at your parents and their parents. Do they look content? If you just answered yes, then your a lying sack of shit. They wrap themselves up in work or their children to get past the fact that they didn't do half of the things their adventurous little minds started off with.
The bottom line is there is no bottom line. you have what you are given, go have some fucking fun.
Oh, and if don't give me any of that religious bullshit either. If God had intended our lives spent solely worshiping him, we'd be mindless zombies. With that said I'll leave you with a little ditty from d-12 that outlines my idea:
Drop out of school, take drugs, and molest sluts.
I got your girl friend sucking on my left nut,
Your parents don't like me, well guess what?
Matt Metz don't give a fuck.
I guess it's understandable. I mean lets say I become middle management at a no-name retail business in the Mid-west. I can honestly say I can see myself falling into a myriad of mind numbing drugs and crime sprees to "spice things up" a bit. Now I know most of you are saying, "But Matt, that's immoral," or "Matt, you should find things that are meaningful in life." To you I say, Piss off. Look at your parents and their parents. Do they look content? If you just answered yes, then your a lying sack of shit. They wrap themselves up in work or their children to get past the fact that they didn't do half of the things their adventurous little minds started off with.
The bottom line is there is no bottom line. you have what you are given, go have some fucking fun.
Oh, and if don't give me any of that religious bullshit either. If God had intended our lives spent solely worshiping him, we'd be mindless zombies. With that said I'll leave you with a little ditty from d-12 that outlines my idea:
Drop out of school, take drugs, and molest sluts.
I got your girl friend sucking on my left nut,
Your parents don't like me, well guess what?
Matt Metz don't give a fuck.