hmm.

[thebeesknees23]

well.
today was an OK day.
i suppose.
nothing really great.
but nothing bad either.
i've kinda realized some stuff lately about people.
it's weird.
as you grow up and get more mature, the things you see in people that you didn't see when you were friends with them as a little kid.
people just change too much.
it makes me sad.
idk.
i just feel weird right now.
i don't really know if i feel happy or sad.
i just miss so many people.
i wish we could just all be together in every class and every day.
and we'd never have to "catch up" cause we'd see each other literally all the time.
i feel like there are only a few of my friends that i can really trust.
and that really understand me.
and then there are some people that i just click with, people that i know really well...people who make me laugh all the time and we have great conversations.
i wish i could just be surrounded by people like that all the time.
that's what last semester was like.
but this semester sucks.
poo.
i sound kinda emo-ish don't i?
ehhh.

i think i'm gonna go practice my instrument so i can feel better about myself cause i rock at playing the saxophone gosh darnit!