I, Tom Williams, feel miserable.
Sitting under Nate's desk, I realized many things.
-When you die, do you feel it, or do you just fall asleep?
-When I die, whenever that is, will people see my obituary and go "Whoa, I remember him, he was a fun kid."
-I did alot of thinking tonight, too much.
-->most of it was about Betty, of course. I'd really like to know what I should do, I've been questioning things way too much lately, whether it is friendships, relationships, and practically everything.
I'm incredibly miserable with myself. I'd like to just crawl up in a ball, and wither away.
Tommy blames it on the seratonin in my brain, or the lack their of, I forget. Just pisses me off even more that I did that shit, and I wish i never did. It was two days of fun, and that of which, i'll be paying for for the next week, because Tommy says it take two weeks to fully recover.
maybe i'm overanalyzing this, and maybe i've come to the greatest realization... if only i knew..
-When you die, do you feel it, or do you just fall asleep?
-When I die, whenever that is, will people see my obituary and go "Whoa, I remember him, he was a fun kid."
-I did alot of thinking tonight, too much.
-->most of it was about Betty, of course. I'd really like to know what I should do, I've been questioning things way too much lately, whether it is friendships, relationships, and practically everything.
I'm incredibly miserable with myself. I'd like to just crawl up in a ball, and wither away.
Tommy blames it on the seratonin in my brain, or the lack their of, I forget. Just pisses me off even more that I did that shit, and I wish i never did. It was two days of fun, and that of which, i'll be paying for for the next week, because Tommy says it take two weeks to fully recover.
maybe i'm overanalyzing this, and maybe i've come to the greatest realization... if only i knew..