Dec 03, 2003 20:37
So today wasn't too bad.....finished all but 2 presents of my shopping Clint and Elle. I've also realized i've all but maxed my visa......oops.....so we'll keep you posted on that one......go me!
So yeah....what else, Ahhh.....the gut wrenching news that that things are all but over with me and Elle.....thats fantastic to come home to...especially after you read into things the wrong way and get excited. So she and her bf are back together, and i'm the other man who feels more than slightly used....but happy for the experience none the less.....I can't seem to get over the fact that its over.....she says it isn't but i'm not really seeing anything going in my favour on this one.....we get along great, and we have a good time.....but I don't know if its enough for her to pick me over him.....did i mention I never get the girl?....well it looks like my winning streak goes to ad infinium.....
So to the barrier....Utinam barbari spatioum proprium tuum invadant
To Elle...I wait with bated breath
To All...Good Night