Its 5:30.....why am I awake?
Well...cause my sleeping schedule is fucked up for one.....for another cause it sounds like there is a blizzard outside....its pounding on my windows and doors and making my dog bark at the air....that would be why i'm awake.....so i've done something productive....i've cleaned my kitchen and begun wrapping the presents that I've already gotten.....so basically i've wrapped Lynne's and Rin's...cause the others either live in my house and the probability of being caught is high....or cause it would make a hell of alot of noise.....or possibly a combination there of....
Talking to Danielle last night....she and her boyfriend are separated (NO...NOT Dobbin and Bryan...that would apparently mean the end of the world.) She is taking a week to sort things out....because me being the mook that I am only seem to find out I have feelings for people when there WITH someone....I confuse the issue and only on the rarest of occasions get the girl -we won't go there, cause those who went to school with me and read this probably remember the horriffic car crash scene that was Opperation: Go Get Em'.
Anyway....my love life stands at an amber light, and so I proceed with caution...
As for me....once I get paid i'm joining a gym...this no exercise thing really sucks....and I refuse to run in the snow because of my obvious lack of co-ordination and the inclementness of the weather:p But yeah...I was making real progress and now i'm slowly pissing it away cause I can't run on a tredmill or a track....go me....
I found this while checkig my e-mail today:
Maya Angelou - Alone
Lying, thinking
Last night
How to find my soul a home
Where water is not thirsty
And bread loaf is not stone
I came up with one thing
And I don't believe I'm wrong
That nobody,
But nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.
There are some millionaires
With money they can't use
Their wives run round like banshees
Their children sing the blues
They've got expensive doctors
To cure their hearts of stone.
But nobody
No, nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Now if you listen closely
I'll tell you what I know
Storm clouds are gathering
The wind is gonna blow
The race of man is suffering
And I can hear the moan,
'Cause nobody,
But nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Anyone have any thoughts? If you ask me....its fairly true.....ask me that 4 months ago and I would have said it was a half truth at best...my pessimism is slipping away in favour of a bit of happiness...one would hope....
So what have we learned?
At Amber Lights Less than Pessamistic Mike needs to put down the Twinkie....and run.
Have a good day
Talking to Danielle last night....she and her boyfriend are separated (NO...NOT Dobbin and Bryan...that would apparently mean the end of the world.) She is taking a week to sort things out....because me being the mook that I am only seem to find out I have feelings for people when there WITH someone....I confuse the issue and only on the rarest of occasions get the girl -we won't go there, cause those who went to school with me and read this probably remember the horriffic car crash scene that was Opperation: Go Get Em'.
Anyway....my love life stands at an amber light, and so I proceed with caution...
As for me....once I get paid i'm joining a gym...this no exercise thing really sucks....and I refuse to run in the snow because of my obvious lack of co-ordination and the inclementness of the weather:p But yeah...I was making real progress and now i'm slowly pissing it away cause I can't run on a tredmill or a track....go me....
I found this while checkig my e-mail today:
Maya Angelou - Alone
Lying, thinking
Last night
How to find my soul a home
Where water is not thirsty
And bread loaf is not stone
I came up with one thing
And I don't believe I'm wrong
That nobody,
But nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.
There are some millionaires
With money they can't use
Their wives run round like banshees
Their children sing the blues
They've got expensive doctors
To cure their hearts of stone.
But nobody
No, nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Now if you listen closely
I'll tell you what I know
Storm clouds are gathering
The wind is gonna blow
The race of man is suffering
And I can hear the moan,
'Cause nobody,
But nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.
Anyone have any thoughts? If you ask me....its fairly true.....ask me that 4 months ago and I would have said it was a half truth at best...my pessimism is slipping away in favour of a bit of happiness...one would hope....
So what have we learned?
At Amber Lights Less than Pessamistic Mike needs to put down the Twinkie....and run.
Have a good day