For my boo bear!

[thebean2005]

Teehee, well i was asked to update so here it is:

Lotsa stuff went down, me and bette got into our first fight and that messed a few things up, but i went down there and eventually we got it all sorted out and everything is like awesome with me and her, i <3 you. And yeah hmm oh yeah, my 6800 crapped out on me and i gotta like send it in to get

Comments

[boobetteboo]

i cant read what u said is it bein gay for u too ?

[thebean2005]

yeah... we broke lj, ill recomment hold lemme see if i can remember or copy and paste what i said

[boobetteboo]

kk

[thebean2005]

what i basically said was, if your just grr and not upset and sorry that u made me upset, dw, its all good, and if u wanna talk to me about that thing i will listen, and that was about it i think, cant remember what i said exactly

[boobetteboo]

o....k... i fell bad enough
but thanks for makin it worst
i am gonna go die now
i cant talk to u bout it czu u wont believe me u will think i just wanna talk or something
and u wont listen even tho u say u will
but it doesnt matter
i can take on alot at once so i go go with all this and live

[thebean2005]

omg, i dont know what im doing wrong, and i dont know why u wont tell me,but im just gunna stop talking because every word out of my mouth makes you feel worse.

[boobetteboo]

stfu k (f=freak)
anyways
i r not doin anythign worng it is all me i am gay i am a loser
and i am just grrr
ok not u
u r fine u r great u rule u r full of awsomeness
k i am just down and unhappy and things we talked but just made me feel alittle bad
i cant talk bout it
cuz i feel bad enough knowin myself k
jusst grr i bet u left ur comp and i am here talkin ot myself kk

[thebean2005]

no i am here

[boobetteboo]

riight
k well i dotn know what to say
k i knwo u wanna hear everything an du say u will listen
but its just grrrness

[thebean2005]

ok, then i wont ask you to talk, ill just sit here and when ur ready, IF u feel like doing anything talk/playcs/hangout w/e im here

[boobetteboo]

u dont wanna do any of that with me
i am gay u rule so we like r at 2 different places on the food chain kk

[thebean2005]

no were not, your totaly awesome, your like the coolest of cool and ontop of that your the best =]

[boobetteboo]

riiight kk
well i wish i could talk to u bout everything liek i always but no i cant anymore

[thebean2005]

i wish you could too, but i guess sence weve crossed that friend boundry you dont feel comfortable anymore

[boobetteboo]

idk maybe
i guess i just cant talk cuz i have such a hard time tryiont o tell u junk i go out of my way to c how long u will last listenin to me say all this mean junk and than u go away and i feel even worst than when i started off

[thebean2005]

im sorry, if u want, ill try my hardest to stay, if u really wanna talk ill try my hardest, last night i could handel it, the only reason i diddnt was cuz it was midnight and u HAD to sleep because i wasent going to keep you up anylonger, thats the MAIN reason why i kicked you and such