Jun 29, 2005 12:53
Yesterday was one of the happiest days of my life.
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I hung out with Lizzy, and she was even more breathtakingly beautiful than ever.
We just hung out, having fun... Sure there were awkward times and what I thought was adjusting, but overall it seemed to go well.
She told me she had a nice time.
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Then, today, when she was at a safe distance to avoid any further discussion on the matter, she dumped me.
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She was making herself try to like me.
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See, told ya I was unlovable. Sometimes I hate myself for being right all of the time.
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Actually I just hate myself.
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Who in their right mind would like a fat, annoying, emo, ugly sack of trash like me anyways...
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Right now, I'm just pondering how much life sucks.
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I hate myself so much. I want to just forget everything...
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I wish I could just escape.
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Why do girls think it will change things to lie about how they feel? A 'trial run', if you arn't completely satisfied with our product you can send it back without any cost to you guaranteed! Emotional or otherwise. I feel like a damn infomercial product.
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Lizzy, I still care more for you than any other person on the planet.
Tell me if things ever start to look any different in your eyes.
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Heh, I'm such a fool. Noone could ever truly like me, and if they could I'd never see it.
Life, people, and everything sucks.
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