aimless
Well it's only been forever, so I guess I should give an update before I skip town.
Work has been work and I've been busy with stuff and things as of late.
Sadly, not a whole lot of writing, which has worried and annoyed me some. Aside from tagging a few things I haven't done much of anything.
Perhaps I'll put up a fic prompt thing here in the next few days and see if that helps. I hate staring at a blank screen or paper and not being able to fill it, I hate even more what I've been doing lately, which is thinking about writing and deciding I don't feel like it.
The lethargy is killing me soul, I fear.
Headed out of town Saturday. Gonna go see my mom! :D
Dad's letting me borrow his truck, which is awesome because A: I love his truck and B: Cruise control, bay-bee!
It's not so awesome because of gas, but my hope is the cruise control factor will help that out some.
My bro is going with me, so I'm super stoked because we haven't been road tripping in awhile.
I'm leaving Saturday and coming back Monday, but I took the whole first week of October off.
Why? Because I felt like it! Also, Dad's b-day is coming up that Friday, so there is talk of fishing trips and perhaps camping, so it's gonna be a fun week.
I've been in a funk for awhile. Partly stuff that's happened to peoples I care about, and partly stuff that has (and hasn't) happened to me. Nothing major, I've just been kind of meh for awhile and trying to dig myself out of it.
I keep plugging away on one thing, and trying to swing back and work on another, and I feel like I'm running in circles backwards.
I keep telling myself eventually things will change, and someday soon this will all work out, but the days keep going by and I'm eying the calendar going 'when?'
The end of the year is coming up, and I don't think I've done any better this year than I did last.
In fact, I'm pretty sure I'm doing worse.
Still trying, though. I'm not throwing in any towels. The hardest part is getting my lazy ass to do things, and stick with them, and I know by conquering that challenge I'll improve dramatically.
I'm hoping a bit of time off will help, and I'm hoping that someday real soon things will come together.
This was an odd and rambly post, but it felt good to write. I've also been feeling out of touch lately, and hope to be around again soon to reconnect. Not only with other people, but with myself as well.
Work has been work and I've been busy with stuff and things as of late.
Sadly, not a whole lot of writing, which has worried and annoyed me some. Aside from tagging a few things I haven't done much of anything.
Perhaps I'll put up a fic prompt thing here in the next few days and see if that helps. I hate staring at a blank screen or paper and not being able to fill it, I hate even more what I've been doing lately, which is thinking about writing and deciding I don't feel like it.
The lethargy is killing me soul, I fear.
Headed out of town Saturday. Gonna go see my mom! :D
Dad's letting me borrow his truck, which is awesome because A: I love his truck and B: Cruise control, bay-bee!
It's not so awesome because of gas, but my hope is the cruise control factor will help that out some.
My bro is going with me, so I'm super stoked because we haven't been road tripping in awhile.
I'm leaving Saturday and coming back Monday, but I took the whole first week of October off.
Why? Because I felt like it! Also, Dad's b-day is coming up that Friday, so there is talk of fishing trips and perhaps camping, so it's gonna be a fun week.
I've been in a funk for awhile. Partly stuff that's happened to peoples I care about, and partly stuff that has (and hasn't) happened to me. Nothing major, I've just been kind of meh for awhile and trying to dig myself out of it.
I keep plugging away on one thing, and trying to swing back and work on another, and I feel like I'm running in circles backwards.
I keep telling myself eventually things will change, and someday soon this will all work out, but the days keep going by and I'm eying the calendar going 'when?'
The end of the year is coming up, and I don't think I've done any better this year than I did last.
In fact, I'm pretty sure I'm doing worse.
Still trying, though. I'm not throwing in any towels. The hardest part is getting my lazy ass to do things, and stick with them, and I know by conquering that challenge I'll improve dramatically.
I'm hoping a bit of time off will help, and I'm hoping that someday real soon things will come together.
This was an odd and rambly post, but it felt good to write. I've also been feeling out of touch lately, and hope to be around again soon to reconnect. Not only with other people, but with myself as well.