lost and my wrist a cut open....do i find the answer that heals my cuts or die....
i am so0o0o0o0o0o0o000 very lost the4 person i love has uproared so many questions and i question her but keep my heart close to her. Tell me .....anyone....tell me what the fuck am i supposed to do. I can give up and just hope the butterfly comes back to me or do i keep it. What it doesnt want to be with me or if it just wants to be free. I feel like i am being cheated here......and i dont know exactly by who but the sad part is my gut is telling me its been the one i have been with for so long.....longer than anyone else.....idk.... Have i just been with her so long that i cant let go or is she telling the truth about not writing those messages to my cousin. am i a bat blinded by false love or is this feeling real. IDK. Someone tell me something i dont know or something at all......a comment a question....cuz honestly i want to keep the fire close but its starting to burn and i dont wantr to let it go.......but then again if i have to then i guess i will................... I feel like that slipknot song..... "Find me wraped in glass and slowly sucked of life. My razor blades are my friends that are ment to make you cry. I feel this and I just want to Crusify"