LOVE SOMEBODY THAT DONT LOVE ME

[thebarbiemaniac]

I should hide my feeling by now.
Stop and pretending that i am move on.
Should have stop the calls,mails n etc.
owh, its hard...

I can't deny on how much i do love him...so damn much till i forget to love myself.
I can't deny that i hate to think about him and his new gf.
I can't deny that till now i'd cried to sleep.
I can't deny that i need him much than before.....

It's true when a wise man said that when you lost the person you love than you know how much you love him. it happen to me...
i love him more than ever now...
but its to late to get back to what we used to be...
he have her...
i am happy for him...i always pray for their happiness..
semoga ke jingjang pelamin sayang..

god,
i wish he will back to my arms..
i cant let him be somebody else's property..
shit!shit!shit!
why that i still want you??
why that i still dont wanna let you go??

cinta,
i miss you....
i want you...
i need my reyn, nadreyn that we always be...
i love you cinta...

if you love me,
please....
dont leave me
i wanna be yours forever....