USAH LEPASKAN
The last time when we are together, I saw your wrist with your family’s ancient bracelet. I did give you one, on your birthday because I thought you love to wear it and you will wear it without taken it off. I was wrong…
It hurts me. This is not the first time, instead billions of time when I saw u never wears it after few months I’d gave it. Rationale of giving it as your birthday present is to see you wear it every time and everywhere you’d go, as a symbol that you will bring ‘me’ wherever you go. My wish was abandon… he doesn’t get my message…
Where is ‘it’ may be?
First the bracelet, now it’s me.
I’ve been abandon…
Neglected more than a month
In fact on my birthday too
Now,
I still felt the feeling of being mistreated.
It grows bigger.
Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Bewarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia
Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu di tawan
Usah biar diri ku disini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman
Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu
Usah lepaskan
Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu
Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan aku harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan
Usah lepaskan
Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Dear god,
What should I do more?
For him, for me and for this relationship
I love the relationship, I love him so much
That’s why I’m still here
Wanting and waiting.
Help me… please…