HEALING ME NOW
Tonight, HATRED
Maybe I am being so emotional, but I think if anybody regardless you who read this, if you were put in my position you might feel the same way as I am. TRUST ME YOU WOULD.
At this cynical moment, he was out, having fun with his friends. It is a typical Thursday night for guys for me either, however since I am not around any nearer, cant you BEHAVE?
You are having so much fun with your ex-collages at Nilai International Collage. Mingled around with bitches that I didn’t even know them, can I trust you? OFCOURSE!
An advertent night as you would say but for me its jinx instead.
Trying to pretend it cool with what happen are actually fester my torn heart. It KILLS me, softly…
I am so fucking worried now. Almost two o’clock. Where were you? Don’t tell me you are at Maison, Loft, Cynna or even Atrium. It’s horrible if you are actually at Black Hole! Heritage Street for clubbing while Hartamas for alcohol imbue.
OH no, you are so not alcohol connoisseur but you are with them now, shit!
Why am I not there with you to prevent you from every shot you take as I always did?
Baby,
I love you so much, more than I love myself.
Now, I cant sleep, suffer from your happiness.
Get back home as you promise mummy and daddy, not forgetting me.
Please……
I am disappointed, you make me cried.
THANK YOU