Feb 02, 2007 23:17
I'd like to think that I tried.
I was actually forcing myself to accept the consolation brought about by saying "at least I tried" but it was of no avail.
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Deep down, I knew about the truth - that I didn't try hard enough.
I rarely do.
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And now instead of thinking of ways on how I could try harder next time, I'm telling myself that it isn't worth it.
That nothing will come out of it, whatever I do.
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Is giving up actually better than failing?
Is it?
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If so, then why is victory sweeter when it's unexpected?
Why?
reflections