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i think its over. who knew books and other people could sepreate inseprable things. Like i had said before im lost! i dont think that things are getting better things are getting worse. but watever. What am i supposed to do. i just feel empty and worthless all of the sudden.Dude ahhh i dont know waht to do. maybes it not over. maybe tonight will be different or am i just setting my self ip for a bigger dissappointment. in dont know how else to word it but it just really fricking sucks. i wish garrett was here he would be able to tell me how to put this into good words. but here it is my best attempt on trying to sum up nething or yeah whatever i have to say
Ive fucked up now where to run to no where to go. my dreams are gone asnd my life is slowly fading away. i have no one to blame but myself and the only shame that i have is for me and my parents. disgrace is my game and its something im good at. everythings gone dont know wehre or who to turn to hes gone.
Ive fucked up now where to run to no where to go. my dreams are gone asnd my life is slowly fading away. i have no one to blame but myself and the only shame that i have is for me and my parents. disgrace is my game and its something im good at. everythings gone dont know wehre or who to turn to hes gone.