Jul 18, 2005 10:36
Ok, first of all, I have one thing to say: FUCK.
I'm not going to have any kind of life outside of fkn school whatsoever this next year. I'm going to bust my ass off to graduate in June, on time, and hopefully with a good enough GPA to get into a teaching credential program. I'm gonna apply to SJSU for that, I've heard very good things about them, so hopefully.. but if not, I'll just go back to fkn gay ass csuHAYWARD.. uhh.. EAST BAY.. and yea, get my credential there.
So here's the deal.. I've got 12 classes or so left. That means, in the next three quarters, I'll take four fkn classes (16 units) and finish. OR, on the other hand, I can take 4 quarters of only 3 classes. That would work out as well, but I wouldn't graduate in exactly 4 years, meaning I will have taken 4 years and an extra quarter and graduate in December 06 instead of June 06. But, since I'm a senior now and I only have this year left, I might as well make a strong, hardworking end to it. Oy, and on top of that, I need to take 5 tests before I even get IN to SJSU and apply for the credential program. 1. CBEST (California basic education skills test), 2. CSET (an exam to see if you know enough about what you wanna teach), 3. Technology test (just seeing if you are computer proficient) 4. The big one- a FINGERPRINT test- no, I'm not a fellon, so I think I'll pass this with flying colors, and 5. US Constitution exam- self explanatory (it's not like I'm trying to become a US citizen or anything..)
Moving along.. I know that this next year is going to suck because I'm going to be majorly busy, probably only coming home to see my dad in between quarters. Secondly, I'm not going to see Brian as much, cuz not only will I be busy, but he's looking into a school to go to right now that is going to take up like 90% of the free time he has.
I'm starting to feel overwhelmed. I need to go to history dept. office today and start filing for graduation. HOLY FUCK. YES. graduation. that's like 11 months away, but fucking aye. I could remember I was just in first grade taking nap time.. ahh.. those were the days. It goes by fast.
Ok, I need to BREATHE.